week 3: independence ba kamo?

this is by far the most interesting week, though in a way, the most depressing one as well.  but where to start?  hmm.  well, i finally found the courage to actually walk-in and ask for a part-time job.  and knowing what a geek i am, where do i do that exactly?  at the city library of course.  haha.  how fucking crazy is that?  anyway, i wanted to go to that art film thing and since it's just next to the library, it was a 2 birds and 1 stone scenario.

the library people just basically told me to fuck off which wasn't cool haha.  so i went to the cinema hoping it gets better.  when i got there, there was no one around.  i walked around a bit.  went back and the place was still deserted.  then i saw a doorbell thing and it says "academy cinema" or something to that effect.  so i rang it.  some rude guy picked up and basically told me to wait until 6pm and to fuck off.  what the hell is up with the universe?

anyway, long story short, rude guy showed up. sold me the tickets.  i waited around for a bit but since the place was not that big and the only person available is rude guy, i chatted him up.  and he wasn't so bad after all.  he was actually quite nice.  we caught a few drinks after the movie and just hung out for like 3 hours.  it was cool.  finally found someone to talk to who shares the same interests.  don't get me wrong, i love my flatmates, but i am just so different and my head is just so...fucked up most of the time its kind of hard to connect unless we share the same....frequency.  if you know what i mean.

so, he got me free tickets to the rocky horror picture show friday night and it was so darn awesome since i've always wanted to see that.  and i heard that they really get into it, they have actors and props and all that shit.  so i was really really excited.  and i didn't care if i was going by myself, which was a little strange.  but i guess that's what boredom can do to you.

so this week, our class was introduced to a new professor.  He. Is. So. HOT.  like walking porn.  shet.  bawal maglagay ng picture.  hahahaha.  nakakahiya.  pero ....DEYM.

lots of artsy stuff going on at queen street showcasing their work.  they're pretty good.

chalk sa daan.  yes, pwde nila ito gawin

she needs money to open her own gallery

di ko alam kung ano gamit nya pero ang galing

um so there.  what else happened?  haha.  i went to the rocky horror show.  it did not disappoint.  lots of people came in costume.

it was a little awkward when i asked them if i can take their photo

then i partied saturday night at this bar and attended a birthday thing sunday night.  it was a week full of social events.  which is the main reason why i am so delayed and so tired.  at wala masyado pictures.  boo.

i think that i am finally getting the hang of this. though sometimes, i keep forgetting that i need to feed myself.    and that i need to clean the bathroom and make the bed and to wash my clothes and dishes.  oh well.  independence ba kamo?  haha.  ginusto ko ito eh.  so bawal ako magreklamo.

i am hoping to get my IRD next week as well as my class schedule so i can finally let my future employer know my availability.  i really hope to get a job soon.  to everyone reading this, if you still pray...please pray for me.  

sometimes i lose focus on the real reason why i am here.  so i have to constantly remind myself that i made this sacrifice for a dream that is so big, it fucking scares me.  kailangan ko lang talaga minsan lakasan ang loob ko.  a big shout out to all my friends who have been very supportive.  salamat talaga guys.