In Between

i am actually writing this down.  can you believe it?  this is outrageous.  remember my blocked email?  i haven't tried again for fear of getting some kind of warning (i can't afford a red flag just yet) so i wasn't entirely sure if they block only emails with attachments or not.  by around thursday though, it was confirmed by a colleague that she can't send out emails to her personal mail either.  fucking ridiculous. i feel violated. i thought of typing this blog out in notepad, take a screenshot and send it out.  i mean, if they actually have a sniffer program or whatever that has text recognition on jpeg files, i will probably shit myself. but as mentioned, it was hard to tell whether they are just blocking out emails with attachments or they went completely anal about it.  so i had to let it go and write this the traditional way. so there you go. monday night, i received a call from my sister, telling me that she scored tickets to the advance screening of lo

i firmly believe that scheduling meetings on mondays should be banned.  i have a 10:00am, 12:30pm and a 5:00pm.  how the fucking hell am i gonna get ANYTHING done?  and that's not all.  i have a meeting every day of the fucking week.  ugh!  bad vibes! i have a random thoughts section in my planner wher you have to fill in the blanks...i love.  or i like.  or i will.  i learn. etc.  tangina wala bang I HATE ?  hahaha! hay...i soooo wanna go.  "muntik nang maabot ang langit" moment pero ito talaga ang mas gusto ko:   pero i am pooor!  sino ang pwde mag-sponsor saken?  (by travelfactor ) people annoy me now more than usual.  i think i really am getting old.  pero what if annoying lang talaga ang personality nya ?  anyway, i have this friend ( pwde ko naman ata sya tawagin na friend haha) and um...every time we have a conversation, i would go "bitch what the fuck?!" over and over and over again in my head.  some people can be so full of themselves and th

i've been scribbling little notes every day about how i feel or what i truthfully think about certain things (you know how sometimes you say yes or no but what you really mean is " GO. FUCK. YOURSELF. ") because i feel it will help me release a lot of the negative crap lingering inside me. it's actually kind of working. anyway, i hope i can make sense of it all soon. saw my friend this week too, tuesday night. had this long (but bitin !) chat and it was just super duper nice. i miss you ubbie! i was able to try out a new resto this week. Mr Jones at Greenbelt 5. they have this kind of diner-ish atmosphere complete with red booths and all that jazz. every time i hear the name of this place, i get LSS on some Aqua song si kuya busy cutesy salt and pepper shakers food was pretty tasty. i tried the tapa as recommended by my sister. it wasn't exactly "to die for" as some people claim, but it wasn't so bad (Tsokonut i think tastes bet