stressssssssssssss...

eye is twitching involuntarily. a friend told me its a visible sign of stress. i think that i am working too hard. shit. why am i having a hard time managing this?

i've asked for help with my tasks. i just couldn't focus. the eye twitching will NOT stop. it is freaking me out. which is making me feel even more stressed. i don't know what to do.

i thought filing a VL would do me good. but it just made things worse.

i need a really good distraction.

like the new episode for fringe. hehehe.

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