rise and shine.

it feels like im waking up from a dream. and i am not saying this because of the recent popularity of the movie inception (which is so hot by the way)...only because i feel that i've finally stopped moving. now, i'm just tired and confused... asking myself..what was i chasing after? did i find what i was looking for?

how long has it been? days? years?

when was the last time that everything was in place?


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