i will not try to make an excuse on why my writing has suddenly stopped. nothing seems to come out of my system. to be honest, i have not woken up fully from my dream state and moving along life as a zombie pretending to act normal is very exhausting. it never occurred to me how tired i was until i noticed that on rare occasions that my day is free, i always end up just sleeping through it. if i am not sleepy, i'll just lay in my bed and let my imagination consume my entire consciousness. it was a little disturbing, even for me.
i keep telling my friends that i am simply not in the mood. my interest in life just went pfffffft. the enthusiasm is long gone. and i don't have the faintest idea how to resurrect it.
i may be coming off as emo, but that is the truth. i just don't want to lie and say that i am having the grandest time these days. i am not angry or anything. i am not happy nor sad. i am simply...not in the mood.
strangely, it seems worse than anything else.
i am now on my 2nd month at my new job. i have finally figured out the commute. also, i am now following a work day routine. things are starting to normalize, if there is such a word.
the past few weekends have been busy. when i am not sulking, i am usually out with friends. i was able to watch the summer blockbusters in the cinema. i tried new things. i even went to manila ocean park (amimals!!!) with former officemates. i had a great time there, and i will definitely come back when there are more attractions open.
HIGHLIGHTS:
New Resto: New Orleans
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| baby back ribs (nahihilig ako sa ribs) |
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| chicken dish |
New Resto: Papa John's Pizza
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| sm megamall branch |
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| passion fruit ata ito |
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| penne puttanesca |
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| papa john's special pizza |
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| potato wedges |
New Dessert Place: DOLCI gelato
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| daming choices |
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| natawa ako rito |
Not-So-New Place to be: Manila Ocean Park
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you make me so envious. you are living THE LIFE we always wanted. minus the 40kplus credit.